A confused mind.

I'm home people!

but I'm going back to segamat 2morrow *sigh*

bile ckp sal segamat

i remember someone

i like

idk

what makes me feel so attracted to him

what will happen if  

i tell

him

i like him?

gosh.

dat is just one problem

i've got another one

there is this guy

who happens to like me

he's nice,seriously

but

i don't have feelings for him

what to do?

I am sooo so confused 

should I just go with the guy who likes me?

or

should i tell the guy i like and wait for his response?

damn

why do I have to like another person but like by another person?

(=.=)

PAIN

It's been awhile since i wrote in my blog..yep..ntahla..bz kot...

or maybe there's too much in my mind smpai x larat nk 2lis...

these past few days, i've been having this feeling...rase sakit yg teramat...

puncanya?

mestilah sbb insan yg bergelar lelaki
x dituju pd semua lelaki

hanya yg berkaitan

this one particular guy

Why do i have to like u so much?

a lot?

ape yg awk ade?

Why do i have to care for you so much?

awk x mntak pon kn?

yeke?

IDK

sometimes

i feel like I really know him

but most of the time

I felt

LOST

CONFUSED

SAD

macam sekarang

I'm restraining myself from sending him a Good Nite msg as always

but then

because of my messages

he said I am his BEST FRIEND

I read that message again n again

just to make sure

he did

tapi

best friend should be really close kn?

like my besties

was it any difference

becoz he's a guy?

 knape perlu mengaku sy BEST FRIEND klu x mksudkn cmtuh?

ke I am being over sensitive?

NTAHLAH

x pernah ade jawapan

yg pasti

I feel like RUNNING AWAY from all this

and this time

no turning back

I have to be strong

REALLY STRONG

coz i've tried so many times

and I kept coming back for him

whenever he needs 

HELP

SUPPORT

COMFORT

what do I get back in the end?

IDK

wait.

It's my false.

I'm being too nice

even HE said so

'U baik sgt kt I'

Is that a bad thing?

IDK

if I am given a choice right now

I'll choose that 

I'll never knew him

So I will never have to feel this

PAIN

my heart got struck dude!

Seriously.I don't know what happen.

It seems I really like this somebody.Yeah,Hell.

Because of this guy, i can let go of my feelings for my dearest ex. miracle huh?

I don't know why.My heart keeps telling me that this GUY is the one. 

can our heart be trusted, people? i wish i've the answer.

coz right now, i'm feeling damn confused!

 

to be truth, i don't really know if he's into me or not.ooh. (-_-')

right now, he seems to be in a bad condition.

he's trying to forget his ex-girlfriend. is it possible??

i mean, they've been 2gether for 4 years man!!

will i stand a chance?? who knows? only GOD knows.

and i sure hope HE, THE ALMIGHTY will guide me trough this. 

wish me luck people!

right now, i think i'll just go with the flow. is there even a flow?? might be,IDK.

GOSH . why is it so hard?  

It's quite painful waiting for something uncertain.

if i can just tell him. but I won't. yeah. I won't.

Let's just play safe. He needs me and I'm here for him. That's what matters. isnt' it??

OK.ENOUGH SAID. 

it's 12 a.m. and my part as a caring friend has come!

better keep my mouth shut! bye people! 

T.T.F.N. (T_T)